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Peace be upon you peeps. Currently, I am at home. Oh yes, if I were not home, where else would I be? That's a good a question. Sooner or later y'all will know. It's just the matter of time. I know I barely show up here due to my busy schedule. Busy? What do I do actually?Hahahahaha. Okay let's begin. I finished high school in 2014 with satisfactory but Alhamdulillah, I made it to matriculation level. I was offered for Science stream, module 1 which means, the subjects are compressed of Biology, Chemistry, Physics and Mathematics. However, in reference to my SPM results, I don't think I can pursue with science, and I literally had this feeling where  I would not get the best results out of it. Therefore, I thought of changing my route, to switch my majoring to accountancy. Let me tell you something, back in high school, I was so proud that I never wanted to know what accountancy is all about. BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUT, see what's happening now? LOL Serve you right. *...

Rassy is back for good!

As salam and hola earthlings. Hell yea, It's me...Rassy. Been wondering where have I been for so long? I know it sounds corny, but I have lotsa things to share with you guys. The previous post was about 2 years ago? Let it be. Within that 2 years, many things had happened to me. Both good and bad things. Don't mean to brag or sigh about them though, but I just feel like sharing.  Honestly, I don't know where to start. Can you imagine? 2 years man... A baby could have walked gracefully and eat solid food already... How fast the time flies..  I will make sure this post is going to be meaningful to y'all since I left no updates at all. But if you know any of my social medias, you would know that I am still alive. LOL.  2014 was my last year in secondary school.. or you could say that I was in my senior year. There wasn't so much to say, except that I got so flustered by the time I got my SPM results. I was kinda brain dead since I had this kinda thought that with t...

OHMAGAD!

As salam and hola earthlings! Guess what? My last post was in 2014! Dang, that was about 2 years ago. Within that time, a lot of things had happened. How did I end up here? I dropped my hand phone earlier in front of the A&W restaurant before meeting Atira. It was raining heavily. As I was shifting my position to get outta the car, *poofs*. I is sad, hahahaha. I saw the regret on his face when I told Atok my phone was no longer working, He was like, if you really need a new one, we should buy it now. *troll face* I do need it. The only way to avoid the awkward moments in public yea? BUUUUT its okay. Why not I try to live without phone for the time being? Probably I can do something better ? I have a lot of things to share since I left this space for a quite long time. The laughter, tears, hatred and the mixed feelings, the spices of life, I'm not trying to be cliche' here but the ups and downs in my life has just started. I gotta be prepared with the circumstances and I...

My Hero

As salam and hola earthlings. I'm fine , alhamdulillah. All praise to Allah. I'm now officially a librarian. Georgian librarian. Feeling so tired today. A hectic day to be precise but it was fun. D' Georgian Bookcafe was launched and everything went well as planned. Thanks to teachers who helped us a lot to set everything up right on time. Piling homework as usual. Typical Monday. *pffttt*. It's ok CNY is around the corner, if ya know what I mean ;). My Hero. My grandpa. My only atok. I don't know somehow today it just *pooof* came across my mind to talk about my grandpa. When I was a child, all I knew was my grandparents. Grandpa sent me to school everyday at 6.30 in the morning and until today, he is the one who send and fetch me from school. He thought me to ride the bicycle. He sent me to the religion class. I still remember how naughty I was when I was pretending that I was sick because I refuse to go to the religion class. He knew that I was bluffing....

2013 is leaving soon

I'm a supercat! Let's fly! As salam and hola earthlings. What a surprise! I thought this blog was deactivated automatically since I abandoned the whole thing for ages! Well, I'm really sorry readers and followers, I was quite busy with some stuffs ( the same reason over and over again xD) since a few years ago. We are almost there at the end of 2013 and I'm argued with myself of what I've been doing since the first year of 2013. Hahahahhaha. So, speaking about 2013, I've battled with so many things as a teenager. 4 Alauddin was awesome. I had fun. We had fun. I now understand what's the meaning of life because you know, people enter your life to either make you happy or the opposite. People will never get enough of what they have. That's why we call 'em human being hehehhehe. Sometimes, Allah never grant you what you've been asking for because good things will come after you and somehow you never realised that is what you really need in your...

July ..

As salam earthlings. I'm back after a couple of months been disappeared. I'm actually feeling down these few days. I don't like to be ignored coz I hate to be alone. I love my friends, I really do. I try my best not to make them hurt with my attitude and of course I always concerned about them. Amy, why didn't you reply my message on facebook? Are you upset because I rarely text you thru phone? Amy, I'm very sorry if I can't be a good friend to you but I just wanna let you know that I love you and this will lasts forever. I can still remember the moment when you left KGV, I can't even hold back my tears when you walked away. Amy, I miss you all the time. KGV reminds me of those good days with you. Please don't ignore me. I can still remember when we used to laugh together and you love to make fun of me. The moment when we walked on the stairs together side by side and you giggled. When we were in form 2, you taught me Maths cuz I said I hate the subje...

Rasmeera

I MISS YOU.. As salam and hola earthlings! I'm here after a couple of months been disappeared. Mid year exam was over. Alhamdulillah. Yet during this semester break I'll be very busy with some stuffs and that makes me unable to be around. I've been so upset with a friend I mean a best friend of mine. We were very closed, always laugh, make stupid jokes which those thing really made my day. I assume that they are the cure to my broken-heart when Amy left. I was happy for at least even though Amy was the only friend who really concerned to make me laugh once before. But then, I have him. But I had never expected this to happen. He has changed ; 360 degree. I'm not gonna tell how I feel when he started to be on his own and somehow I think he is not him. I wonder what made him to turn out so different than he used to be. Where did I go wrong? Or he's bored of me since, umm just to let you know I'm a kind of annoying, childish, sensitive; the negativ...

I miss You

As salam and hola earthlings. I feel so empty and upset. I know most of my friends have no idea about this blog. So surely I'm here to write what and how I feel deep inside me. I don't know why but I really miss Amy. Hopefully she's doing fine living there. I've been thinking about her. Everything around me reminds me of her. She means so much to me, that's why. I have nobody to share about how I feel. I feel so empty. I want their attention. I wanna laugh. I wanna smile. I want everything that I had before that had gone for ages. I don't see anybody who can makes me laugh like Amy did. I do have a friend. But he is quite busy with his board exams. I can't do anything. Why is my life is so pathetic? I know, I have no right to ask this.. pardon me Ya Allah.. I need strength. Lots of love, Rassy

2013

As salam and hola earthlings. It's me rassito. Welcome March 2013. Pardon me for not writing anything here  for almost a couple of months, not sure. I was very busy as now I'm in Form 4. Science student xD LOL. Amy is now a TGB-ian. She left me :(. But it's okay laa. I'm happy for her since I know she's taking a pace by pace to achieve her dreams. In shaa Allah. Yet, I feel so empty without her. I miss her a lot. She once used to tease me :p hahaha.. we walked on the staircase together and she found it very strange hahahhaa while me thought it was very awkward xD I miss you Amy. Take good care of yourself. Don't forget me :'( I looooooooooooooooooooooooooveeeeeeeee you! Another friend, Altu :3 I know he's taking boards exam starting on March 5th. Wish you all the best of luck. He's tooo busy studying and obviously forgot to text me a single word. I'm so pissed off. Whatever. Who am I gonna say something bad 'bout you. Just like what he sai...

2012

As salam and hola earthlings. I feel so sad so I came up here. Firstly is about Amy. I feel so sad that she will move and stay in PD. Well, we'll meet in school but still :( I feel upset. Very upset especially after what had happened to her. Don't worry Amy, I'm here for you, we are here for you. We are best friends for ever. Be strong. I love you. Well secondly is about my good friend. Lately he never text me until I do so. I thought he was in bad mood. He never start the conversation until I did. I thought I hurt him. But when I inboxed him on facebook asking his condition, he replied me with this " O.O why ?" Oh Allah, how stupid I was. He is my good friend who always concerned about me. But now, not anymore. You know, I just wanna spend this precious time with him since maybe this is only time left for me to have fun with my buddies. Hey, I texted you, I tried to talk to you nicely, showed my concern towards you. Ohh hmmm, maybe you just don't ne...

I Really Have No Idea.

As salam and hola earthlings. I'm back again. I wanted too send tweet, but the followers are there. Wanted to share on Facebook, but too many friends there. Wanted to share with some friends on Whatsaap, but they neva care. I'm so running out of credits, so I couldn't text my friends. I feel so sad. Very sad. I wish someone could have asked me " Ras, are you okay?" But I'm not in the mood to talk about this. I feel like and idiot. Confused. I should laugh at myself or cry for what had happened? But there's one thing I'm very sure and that is I always made the wrong choice, wrong option. Can't believe that I'm so crying at this time. Haha. Fool me. When i sulk, I end up coaxing myself, on my own. Lots of love, Rassy

I love you, I really do.

As salam and hola earthlings. Miss me na? Haha. Spent too much time on facebook, whatsaap messenger, twitter and so on till I forgot this on-left blog. Huhu. Pardon me :P wink wink* I feel so bored because I had nothing to do except doing Sudoku. I'm lovin' it. I miss my friends. I miss 'em so much. Amy, Eiqah, Farah, Wani, Ecah, Athirah. OMG ! It's been so long we never hung out like before at school. I miss my girls :( Hopefully our meeting in the school on the Dec 24th will be the most unforgettable moment ever for us. In Sha Allah, we'll get 8A's. So, I'm here reveal what I've been keeping inside this----->  ❤  since before. LOL. *Sounds like a horror movie huh ?* XD I mean the reveal thingy -_____- heh ? Kay, Imma stop all these rubbish. You know, I rarely text people. But When I do that means something's fishy is going on. I rarely reveal who I am. How do I talk, how I behave , almost everything. And the most important thing is my favou...

I'm complicated, hard I am

As salam and hola earthlings. *wink wink* Hahaha xD So sorry that I couldn't make a single post for your gaze for the past few months. PMR just OVER. Haha. Freedom, that is what we were waiting for. The epidemic of bringing phones to school has spread in KGV. Neva let ourselves caught in red-handed O.O . Well it's not a criminal but still it is against the rules xP. Amy ma lovely best friend has her own 'kekasihku seru' .. or we can say that it's like the twilight saga love story. But i think amy's love story is kinda creepier xD ahahahaha.. #jangan marah amy <3 BTW, I had a fight with kaltoo again. =,=' hhhhhhh... Let him be . I don't even care. He is enjoying his effing happy life while I'm here talking about our fight. Doesn't make sense. Somehow I came up here and doodle something which at the end I end up talking about the weirdo. Currently I'm listening to Maroon 5's songs. Too bad that I really couldn't express the real...

Whatcha Say?

As salam and hola earthlings. Ras is here again. Obviously my life was completely miserable with all the problems lately. Pardon me for not to doodle anything for ages. I was completely busy. Huahuahuaa. Memang busy pun :p What brings me here? I was damn bored and blog came into my mind. :D What's goin' on lately? I'm actually have nothing much to share but feels free to write something out of the box. My trial's result was actually not satisfying. "Cukup-cukup makan je beb" =,= God, I can't write, no more.. Otherwise all the secrets will be revealed. Don't let the cat out of the bag Rassito xD Bye- bye xD Love, Ras I miss you, a lot.

You Suck -_-

As salam and hola earthlings. I'm not fine. I just hate seeing him keeps tagging the girl I hate the most in the group. -..- WTF  You did the wrong thing by adding me in that group. You already knew that I am not a manga fan and why the hell did you add me. Tensed and gloomy. You make my life extremely terrible. I hate you. You SUCK. Bye. ~R.Maisarrah~

Need Recovery

As salam and hola earthlings. I've been disappeared for months and today I make up my mind to be right here since I have nothing to do. LOL. For sure I have. Piling of assignments for Geography and History. Haven't dont 'em yet. Struggling for both, studies and works. It's June and July is coming up next very soon. Time flies so fast eh? Indeed. Four days without facebookers and I miss 'em so much. Can't make myself there coz of him. God. I've been so patient and have tried my best to not to find an argument between us but he started it. I have no idea what's wrong with that weirdo. If he could give me a reason why the hell he did that . Called me a gay? WTF . Offended. Like seriously I feel like blocking him from my friends list. And one more thing, who the hell was that girl? Interrupted our conversations and backing him up by calling me an alien. I thought you were my best friend, my best buddy, my crazy friend. But I was totally wrong. Feeling...

Hero

As salam n hola peeps ;) Today is just a typical Wednesday n of course we are tired as we had so many things done at school. I am so tired n decided to doodle something here. Well, its kinda not really good to say something about it, but I just can't tolerate with her :3 We got a lot of things to n I guess she supposed to lend a hand for that . Its a TEAM work. -_- I dont wanna make this thing longer coz it might ends up with argument. John Carter ? hehehe , the hero I meant ;) Piles of works n other things to be settled. Catch you guys later. Have a nice day :) May Allah bless us, Nur Jannah

Just Close Your Eyes...

As salam and hola peeps :) ras is here again :) Today is quite a tiring day and i just came home. I love today and finally i can show my smile n my face reddened. Made up my mind to make an excuse so that I can leave the class. How terrible i was .. lawl ._. I miss my buddy so much .. Where on earth have u been kaltoo ? Busy studying ? K ._. Allah bless us, -Nur Jannah-

Living in A Real Life

As salam n hola peeps ;) I know its been how many months i neva updated my blog since i was too busy with school n personal life. Well, my dear readers .. how are you guys doing ? I'm sure this early year seems to be a very tiring days plus the weather which is so hot. Drink plenty of plain water kay ? ;) Im here again to tell ya what i've been through this year .. At the end of year 2011 , I wished i could forget all memories that bring heart ache to me and pretending as if  i neva knew what had happened to myself n my surroundings . Kinda hard to believe but i did it slowly with encouragement from close friends :) Alhamdulillah .. People have no idea how hard it was to be me. Tried to be the best but at the end got stucked in the middle of the ocean without help. Waiting for something which i thought could give me happiness n create the smile on my face. But. I was totally WRONG. I  dont put the blame on others. I love my friends who always be there whenever i need the...