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Rassy is back for good!

As salam and hola earthlings. Hell yea, It's me...Rassy. Been wondering where have I been for so long? I know it sounds corny, but I have lotsa things to share with you guys. The previous post was about 2 years ago? Let it be. Within that 2 years, many things had happened to me. Both good and bad things. Don't mean to brag or sigh about them though, but I just feel like sharing. 
Honestly, I don't know where to start. Can you imagine? 2 years man... A baby could have walked gracefully and eat solid food already... How fast the time flies..  I will make sure this post is going to be meaningful to y'all since I left no updates at all. But if you know any of my social medias, you would know that I am still alive. LOL. 

2014 was my last year in secondary school.. or you could say that I was in my senior year. There wasn't so much to say, except that I got so flustered by the time I got my SPM results. I was kinda brain dead since I had this kinda thought that with the only few A's, I couldn't enroll myself to the university. LOL. So dumb. But, Alhamdulillah.. I managed to be in the matriculation college in Malacca, and pursue my studies, here, now in University Malaya. The journey from matric to uni was never easy. People may see it that way, but it was totally the opposite.

After a few months leaving for matric, my beloved late grandma fell down and broke her backbone. My heart broke into million pieces when I came to know about it as I was on my home. They decided not to tell me earlier because that would distract me from my focus on studies. Ever since that day, she couldn't walked by herself and couldn't do anything.

She was bed-ridden for almost 9 months. I can see from her face, she was so sad that she couldn't do anything for herself. She needed help for everything. She was so independent. She would do things by herself if she could. Allah loves her more than I do, she passed away on April 23rd, just a few days before my final exam to over. If only I could turn back the time, I so would. I might write one entry, all about her. May you rest in peace Uwan. I love you. So much.


Now that she had passed away, my grandpa is all alone. He needs attention and a good care since he's getting older now. I try my best to do everything I could because I did not have the chance for Uwan. Every weekend I would go home to spend my time with him. It's not easy, I must say. But I am happy with what I have now. I learn to be more patient and less grumpy lol.

I must say, a lot of things have changed, ever since Uwan is no longer here. I become a lot more stronger than I was. Never a day that passed by that I didn't miss her. I still have a lot more to share. Stay tune!


Love,
Rassy xoxo




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