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Unspoken Story

Peace be upon you peeps. Currently, I am at home. Oh yes, if I were not home, where else would I be? That's a good a question. Sooner or later y'all will know. It's just the matter of time. I know I barely show up here due to my busy schedule. Busy? What do I do actually?Hahahahaha. Okay let's begin.

I finished high school in 2014 with satisfactory but Alhamdulillah, I made it to matriculation level. I was offered for Science stream, module 1 which means, the subjects are compressed of Biology, Chemistry, Physics and Mathematics. However, in reference to my SPM results, I don't think I can pursue with science, and I literally had this feeling where  I would not get the best results out of it. Therefore, I thought of changing my route, to switch my majoring to accountancy. Let me tell you something, back in high school, I was so proud that I never wanted to know what accountancy is all about. BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUT, see what's happening now? LOL Serve you right. *BTW, I'm listening to TEPUK by W.A.R.I.S at the moment. Sounds pretty good" 


Okay, matriculation life was fun though it was damn short. 2 semesters in one year with the holidays break, matric was actually 10 months. Basically, when I first received the matric offer, I was kinda confused, Should I accept or wait for UPU. You know all the rumours saying that matric is bla bla U bla, UPU is better because you already stepped your foot in the university as compared to matriculation. In fact, they also added that without a pointer of 3.5 and above, you'll end up getting unpopular courses, or the one which can't promise you a job opportunity right after you graduated. BULLSHIT. I have gone through that. No matter what you choose, matric, UPU (diploma or foundation) or even STPM, those really represent their own values for pursuing the next level of education. Trust yourself and don't forget to put your heart and soul in everything you do.

I passed matriculation for both semesters. I feel proud for successfully completed matric, not much struggle I supposed. Except, the time constraint to really know my friends. Believe me or not, my partner in crime during matric was this satanic girl, Farisha Nadira hahahaha. She's the best, I tell you. She put up with my stories and complains on daily basis. She showed me that life is not colourful if we don't break the rules. We literally laughed on stupid things, making up stories for future life. How I miss this moment. She's now in UTHM, Johor pursuing physics. She kept telling me how much she wanted to be a pilot HAHAHAHAHA.
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I feel sleepy actually. The reason why I am still outside the house is because I wanna see my crush. He just left about 10 minutes ago. I'll miss seeing his face till I be back after 5 days hahahaha.


Lots of love,
Rassy xoxo











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