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July ..

As salam earthlings. I'm back after a couple of months been disappeared. I'm actually feeling down these few days. I don't like to be ignored coz I hate to be alone. I love my friends, I really do. I try my best not to make them hurt with my attitude and of course I always concerned about them. Amy, why didn't you reply my message on facebook? Are you upset because I rarely text you thru phone? Amy, I'm very sorry if I can't be a good friend to you but I just wanna let you know that I love you and this will lasts forever. I can still remember the moment when you left KGV, I can't even hold back my tears when you walked away. Amy, I miss you all the time. KGV reminds me of those good days with you. Please don't ignore me. I can still remember when we used to laugh together and you love to make fun of me. The moment when we walked on the stairs together side by side and you giggled. When we were in form 2, you taught me Maths cuz I said I hate the subje...

Rasmeera

I MISS YOU.. As salam and hola earthlings! I'm here after a couple of months been disappeared. Mid year exam was over. Alhamdulillah. Yet during this semester break I'll be very busy with some stuffs and that makes me unable to be around. I've been so upset with a friend I mean a best friend of mine. We were very closed, always laugh, make stupid jokes which those thing really made my day. I assume that they are the cure to my broken-heart when Amy left. I was happy for at least even though Amy was the only friend who really concerned to make me laugh once before. But then, I have him. But I had never expected this to happen. He has changed ; 360 degree. I'm not gonna tell how I feel when he started to be on his own and somehow I think he is not him. I wonder what made him to turn out so different than he used to be. Where did I go wrong? Or he's bored of me since, umm just to let you know I'm a kind of annoying, childish, sensitive; the negativ...

I miss You

As salam and hola earthlings. I feel so empty and upset. I know most of my friends have no idea about this blog. So surely I'm here to write what and how I feel deep inside me. I don't know why but I really miss Amy. Hopefully she's doing fine living there. I've been thinking about her. Everything around me reminds me of her. She means so much to me, that's why. I have nobody to share about how I feel. I feel so empty. I want their attention. I wanna laugh. I wanna smile. I want everything that I had before that had gone for ages. I don't see anybody who can makes me laugh like Amy did. I do have a friend. But he is quite busy with his board exams. I can't do anything. Why is my life is so pathetic? I know, I have no right to ask this.. pardon me Ya Allah.. I need strength. Lots of love, Rassy

2013

As salam and hola earthlings. It's me rassito. Welcome March 2013. Pardon me for not writing anything here  for almost a couple of months, not sure. I was very busy as now I'm in Form 4. Science student xD LOL. Amy is now a TGB-ian. She left me :(. But it's okay laa. I'm happy for her since I know she's taking a pace by pace to achieve her dreams. In shaa Allah. Yet, I feel so empty without her. I miss her a lot. She once used to tease me :p hahaha.. we walked on the staircase together and she found it very strange hahahhaa while me thought it was very awkward xD I miss you Amy. Take good care of yourself. Don't forget me :'( I looooooooooooooooooooooooooveeeeeeeee you! Another friend, Altu :3 I know he's taking boards exam starting on March 5th. Wish you all the best of luck. He's tooo busy studying and obviously forgot to text me a single word. I'm so pissed off. Whatever. Who am I gonna say something bad 'bout you. Just like what he sai...

2012

As salam and hola earthlings. I feel so sad so I came up here. Firstly is about Amy. I feel so sad that she will move and stay in PD. Well, we'll meet in school but still :( I feel upset. Very upset especially after what had happened to her. Don't worry Amy, I'm here for you, we are here for you. We are best friends for ever. Be strong. I love you. Well secondly is about my good friend. Lately he never text me until I do so. I thought he was in bad mood. He never start the conversation until I did. I thought I hurt him. But when I inboxed him on facebook asking his condition, he replied me with this " O.O why ?" Oh Allah, how stupid I was. He is my good friend who always concerned about me. But now, not anymore. You know, I just wanna spend this precious time with him since maybe this is only time left for me to have fun with my buddies. Hey, I texted you, I tried to talk to you nicely, showed my concern towards you. Ohh hmmm, maybe you just don't ne...

I Really Have No Idea.

As salam and hola earthlings. I'm back again. I wanted too send tweet, but the followers are there. Wanted to share on Facebook, but too many friends there. Wanted to share with some friends on Whatsaap, but they neva care. I'm so running out of credits, so I couldn't text my friends. I feel so sad. Very sad. I wish someone could have asked me " Ras, are you okay?" But I'm not in the mood to talk about this. I feel like and idiot. Confused. I should laugh at myself or cry for what had happened? But there's one thing I'm very sure and that is I always made the wrong choice, wrong option. Can't believe that I'm so crying at this time. Haha. Fool me. When i sulk, I end up coaxing myself, on my own. Lots of love, Rassy

I love you, I really do.

As salam and hola earthlings. Miss me na? Haha. Spent too much time on facebook, whatsaap messenger, twitter and so on till I forgot this on-left blog. Huhu. Pardon me :P wink wink* I feel so bored because I had nothing to do except doing Sudoku. I'm lovin' it. I miss my friends. I miss 'em so much. Amy, Eiqah, Farah, Wani, Ecah, Athirah. OMG ! It's been so long we never hung out like before at school. I miss my girls :( Hopefully our meeting in the school on the Dec 24th will be the most unforgettable moment ever for us. In Sha Allah, we'll get 8A's. So, I'm here reveal what I've been keeping inside this----->  ❤  since before. LOL. *Sounds like a horror movie huh ?* XD I mean the reveal thingy -_____- heh ? Kay, Imma stop all these rubbish. You know, I rarely text people. But When I do that means something's fishy is going on. I rarely reveal who I am. How do I talk, how I behave , almost everything. And the most important thing is my favou...