As salam... Alhamdulillah... today.. I got the chance to open my blog. Allah, today I'm so sad.
Damn sad! Allah, I dont know what I have to do avoid this feeling. I told myself maybe for a thousand times, but why my heart is so stubborn? i hate of this feelings. What I have to do? I dont want to be disappointed, but i know he dont mean it, i have to understand. But is it my fault of feelings like this? longing and loving? Oh no mannn... yes? maybe i shouldnt think like that.
Please stop all this... Allah,,, I miss him so much..... The only one that knew this matter is only you Allah....its been for a such long time,,,, i keep waiting,,,, waiting and waiting,,,,, never give up until now...Allah.....
Damn sad! Allah, I dont know what I have to do avoid this feeling. I told myself maybe for a thousand times, but why my heart is so stubborn? i hate of this feelings. What I have to do? I dont want to be disappointed, but i know he dont mean it, i have to understand. But is it my fault of feelings like this? longing and loving? Oh no mannn... yes? maybe i shouldnt think like that.
Please stop all this... Allah,,, I miss him so much..... The only one that knew this matter is only you Allah....its been for a such long time,,,, i keep waiting,,,, waiting and waiting,,,,, never give up until now...Allah.....
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