As salam and hola earthlings. I feel so empty and upset. I know most of my friends have no idea about this blog. So surely I'm here to write what and how I feel deep inside me. I don't know why but I really miss Amy. Hopefully she's doing fine living there. I've been thinking about her. Everything around me reminds me of her. She means so much to me, that's why. I have nobody to share about how I feel. I feel so empty. I want their attention. I wanna laugh. I wanna smile. I want everything that I had before that had gone for ages. I don't see anybody who can makes me laugh like Amy did. I do have a friend. But he is quite busy with his board exams. I can't do anything. Why is my life is so pathetic? I know, I have no right to ask this.. pardon me Ya Allah.. I need strength. Lots of love, Rassy